Because he choose to...

Years ago, when it was just my mom and me,
she said she would never get married again unless she could find somebody that would love me as much as or MORE than her.

Thinking that would probably never happen,
she did all she could to provide for me and give me a wonderful home.  It was just her and me.
Until...

This WONDERFUL man came into her life.

He was the one who did exactly what she said!

Even though he was not my father from birth,

he became my DADDY by his choosing!

And what a daddy he has been!

I have always felt like his very own.

He has always treated me as his own.

He has given me a gift that few experience!

The joy of a daddy loving them not because they had to,

but because he WANTED to!

(Kind of reminds me of my heavenly Father!)

Now if that does not make a girl's heart leap for joy,

I don't know what would!

And this girl's heart is still leaping!

Daddy, today I thank you for loving me unconditionally

supporting me,

advising me,

loving my children,

raising me as your very own,

loving me and,

teaching me about Jesus!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,

my dear, sweet Daddy!

What a true blessing to be your daughter!

What's going on?

It's Monday and I am...
...tired
...weary
...realizing it really does not matter
...facing the fact that 7 boys under 10 yrs keeps me moving no matter what I feel like!
...looking forward to not having to put coats on everyone to go somewhere
...especially looking forward to not having to tell many kids to hang those coats up!
...finally figuring out my laundry folding NEVER ends!
...dreading putting it away because it is the worst chore
...trying to plan 2 weeks of meals for my older kids to do after the baby gets here
...wondering how I will shop for the ingredients without them getting ate before we need them
...nesting
...trying to figure out with my husband the things we DO NOT want the hospital to do after the baby is born.  (ex- silver nitrate in the eyes, hep. B shot, cutting the cord to soon, etc...)
...trying to figure out where 11 kids will go for 2 days while I am in the hospital
...thinking maybe they can just be at home
...making sure their bags are packed if we send some of them to grandma's
...thinking I will pack mine in a couple of weeks
...reading a new book called 'Captivating' by Stasi Eldridge and cannot put it down once I start!
...sorting socks and wondering where in the world the matches go
...honored to have a mom that is also my friend
...blessed to have a husband who is my best friend
...realizing God keeps me humble by sending people unexpectedly to my home for a visit
...amazed at how much pride I have sometimes
...thankful for mercy and grace that my Father gives me numerous times a day!
...thinking we might do 2 more weeks of school and then take our break until after the baby comes
...amazed my oldest is almost done with homeschooling and going to graduate THIS year!
...having fun watching my children grow up and become independent
...feeling the sadness at how fast it goes, however
...feeling the hour less sleep from yesterday especially when I hardly sleep anyway!
...being taught to rest in Jesus!

I have cleared my mind now!  Wow, it feels better!  Now I am ready to face the week!  Bring it on!  But boy am I glad I don't have to face it alone!

A strange sort of Foto!

This is a REALLY strange Foto Friday picture, I know!
 
But I just had to share my new found love!

These cloth diapers from BumGenius!

I ordered them for the soon coming arrival but loved them so much, I ordered more for my 20 month old.  His were getting pretty worn!  These are the best! 

The best part is, they are on clearance right now AND they have free and FAST shipping!  They always come to my home 2 days after I have ordered! 

The websight is http://www.cottonbabies.com/

Go ahead, try them!  You will be impressed!

(I don't even get a thing for this free advertising!  I just wanted to let everyone know


Happy weekend to all you!:)

Thankful for Food Thursday

We have been eating LOTS of multigrain stuff lately!  Here is a great recipe for sandwich bread, toast or eating plain!  A simple sweet flavor!



Honey Multi-grain Bread


Ingredients:

3/4 cup cornmeal
3 3/4 cups water
1 tablespoon salt
3 tablespoons olive oil
1/4 cup honey
3 (.25 ounce) packages instant yeast
1 cup rye flour
1 cup whole wheat flour
8 cups unbleached flour

Directions:

1.In a small saucepan, combine the cornmeal and water. Bring to a boil and cook for 5 minutes. Pour into a large mixing bowl. Stir in salt, oil and honey; let cool until lukewarm.

2.In a large bowl, combine the cooled cornmeal mixture with the yeast, rye flour, whole wheat flour and 4 cups unbleached flour; beat well. Stir in the remaining flour, 1/2 cup at a time, beating well after each addition. When the dough has pulled together, turn it out onto a lightly floured surface and knead until smooth and elastic, about 8 minutes. Allow dough to rise 30 minutes, or until doubled.

3.Deflate the dough and turn it out onto a lightly floured surface. Divide the dough into two equal pieces and form into loaves. Place the loaves into two lightly greased 9x5 inch loaf pans. Cover the loaves with a damp cloth and let rise until doubled in volume, about 40 minutes. Meanwhile, preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C).

4.Bake in preheated oven for 40 minutes, or until bottoms of the loaves sound hollow when tapped. Remove from pans and allow to cool on a wire rack.

*It's best fresh out of the oven!  We can eat 2 loaves in one sitting, so I always double it!  Enjoy!

Weariness and fear, OH MY!

I feel like this pregnancy is the longest I have ever been through.  The last 6 weeks are ALWAYS miserable for me, but this has been not only a strain physically, but mentally also!  That may be why I am choosing to blog about it so often.  But it does help to get it out and one of the ways I do that is by writing. 


So if you care not to read about it, I understand!  Just click on the little 'x' in the corner of your screen and move on! :)  If you want to read an update, here it is:


I have been on insulin for my gestational diabetes for 5 days now.  It is a journey I did not want to take! I have never had to deal with this any other pregnancy.  I wanted to be strong like that again!  The day before I started giving myself shots, I cried, LOTS!  My sister was a diabetic and I remember a few times seeing her lay on the floor because her sugar either went to high or to low and she would pass out. Always an emergency situation!  I was terrified that would happen to me!  I kept going over in my mind my options.  If I took the insulin and something happened to my baby, I would NEVER forgive myself.  However, if I decided not to take it out of fear, and something happened to her, I would NEVER forgive myself either.  It was a no win situation!  Either way, I knew that it was out of my hands.  I just kept seeing my blood sugar readings continuing to increase and it had nothing to do with my diet.  I was following my diet and eating NO sugary foods, (my daughter even made cinnamon rolls last Saturday morning, and I sat with my granola cereal!)  It really has not been all that difficult because I don't like sweets when I am pregnant anyway!  So diet was not helping and I could see that.  The placenta later in pregnancy, decreases the mother's ability to process insulin.  In most cases, a mother's body can make-up for it and there are no problem's but in women who have gestational diabetes, like me, our bodies can't do it for ourselves without some intervention.  Understanding all of that, I decided it was best to take insulin shots.  A VERY small amount 4 times a day.  Well, I have already gotten used to poking my finger 4 times a day so now I have to poke my thigh 4 times a day also.  It actually is no big deal.  The doctor did increase my insulin dosage yesterday because my levels were still to high.  This morning, my readings are perfect so we are hoping that we finally have it under control.  I have non-stress tests weekly and ultra-sounds every other week to check baby size.  She seems to be in the 70th percentile range right now.  Bigger than the average but bearable!


Now, onto the spiritual side of all this.  I was in church Sunday and just quietly worshipping and focusing on God.  The tears began to flow and a cleansing began to take place.  As most of you know, I am a worrier.  God has really been helping me in this area but I have really had to battle that fear again with this gestational diabetes thing.  I have been paranoid and at times let it consume me!  I knew it and allowed God to take over Sunday morning again. ( I'm a little slow with that sometimes!)  Then the neatest thing happened.  As I was sitting there with tears flowing down my cheeks, cleansing my spirit, a little boy began to sing the song.  It was so beautiful!  The tears rolled down faster as He began to move in my heart because of that little boy singing.  God gently whispered to my spirit, "That sweet baby girl is in my hands just as you are!"  I had to be reminded that all the fear I was feeling was not His plan!  He had to remind me that He knows her and me and He placed her inside of me and is watching over her.  Boy did I need that!  I felt like a huge burden had been lifted all because of Jesus cleansing touch!


So, for the next 4-5 weeks, I am going to allow my heavenly Father to increase His strength in my spirit, as my flesh feels weaker and weaker.  I do want to hold this baby in my arms and I can't wait until that day.  When it is time, she will be!  I am so thankful I am not in this alone and I get this chance to help Him grow another little miracle!  What a joy and privilege!


I am praying for God to let me know when she is better off outside of my womb then inside, by putting my body into labor.  When that time comes, I will know and I am at peace with that!  I would appreciate your prayers also! 


There, I feel better! :)

websights I use

I have always found it helpful to hear what other people are using in their lives to help them.  These are some websights I thought I would share and hopefully you may enjoy some of them for yourself!

http://www.cottonbabies.com/~ this is where I get ALL my cloth diapers and detergant for the diapers!  Free and FAST shipping!


http://www.homeschoolmath.net/~ I love this for free worksheets for homeschooling


http://www.generationcedar.com/~ I love their homemade soaps and the content of her blog


http://www.myutmost.org/~ this is my daily devotion spot


http://www.christianbook.com/~ I order books for my Nook here


http://avent.com/~ I use their products all the time!  LOVE their breast pump!


http://www.eagleswingsed.com/~ the only curriculumm I ever have bought and continue to buy, is from here


http://www.babycenter.com/~ this has a week by week calender of how baby is growing


http://simplycharlottemason.com/~ her idea's on homeschooling are so helpful to the way we homeschool


http://www.nogreaterjoy.org/~ I began reading their books on child training years ago and continue to benefit from them.  Some of their books have literally changed my life!


http://www.hslda.org/~ this is our legal reference we use and they have lots of info for homeschooling parents


http://www.heavensinspirations.com/~ I use this for family devotions before school for our little ones


http://pbskids.org/~ my kids like to play games on here and they learn too!


http://www.moorefoundation.com/~ this was my first introduction to theme teaching when I started homeschooling my oldest and we still use it today!

http://www.enchantedlearning.com/~ great, simple, and cheap crafts for kids

http://www.visionforum.com/~ this is a wonderful resource for homeschooling and raising children for Christ

http://www.highlandsministriesonline.org/~ another great resource and love his words of wisdom!


These are just a few that I use often.  Please feel free to leave some idea's for me!  I would love to see what you use!

What I do

My weeks are filled with this:

...spilled milk or something, at least once a day
...sticky chairs
...cleaning food off of walls
...cleaning gum off of carpet
...wiping faces, noses and other body parts
...folding at least 4 loads of laundry a day
...spraying floors and toilets at least 3 times a day because little boys just don't aim right!
...changing sheets on 6 beds (the older kids can do theirs themselves)
...scraping the fridge because who knows what was spilled
...vacuuming 2 times a day
...grocery store trips
...washing diapers
...planning 21 meals for 13 people
...organizing schedules to make sure everyone gets where they need to be
...checking school work
...inspecting serving charts
...balancing my time with kids and hubby
...teaching bible verses
...giving WAY to many kisses to begin counting
...getting WAY to many kisses to begin counting
...being a detective
...growing a baby
...taking pictures
...being an encourager to my hubby
...cutting MANY fingernails/toenails
...praying LOTS
...learning to laugh when I want to cry
...realizing that someday, I am gonna miss all this!

Foto Friday~ Here she is!

I can't figure out how to scan these pics much better so I thought this is better then nothing!
 Had to show off our sweet little GIRL!
Don't you just love the chubby cheeks!
The first picture you can see her leg sticking straight up with her foot by her forehead.
It will be so fun to see how close these look to her first real baby picture in about 6 weeks!!

Have a GREAT weekend!