Friday, December 18, 2009

For Today...

Today, I pray you have a blessed time in the coming week preparing for whatever you are preparing for
Today, I am so thankful for my warm home, loving family and food to eat
Today, I am thankful for my loving husband and beautiful, healthy children
Today, I realize that the world is looking for that missing link
Today, I realize that the only one that can fill that searching is Christ!

Christ is...
waiting for us to seek him
know Him
wait on Him
love Him
die to ourselves so other's will see Him in us

He does not NEED us but he WANTS us because it is best for us!


But...
We need Him!  Our very being depends on it for survival!
I don't want to just survive, I want to thrive!  And with Him and ONLY Him, that is possible!


Please continue to seek Christ and know that He is ALL you need now and in the coming year! 

Merry Christmas to you my blog friends and your family!
  May God continue to share His everloving presence in your heart today and always!

Until Next year...


Wednesday, December 16, 2009

A whole lott'a love!


6 months in review...
Can't believe the love he has brought into our hearts and home!

We are in love with you sweet little one!
Happy 1/2 birthday!



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Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Baby's First Christmas...


Our little guy is juuuust starting to sit up and watch all the activity on his first Christmas! Where did the past 6 months go?


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Sunday, December 13, 2009

Did you say JOYS of motherhood?

The joys of motherhood, I will be honest are sometimes hidden by the stresses of life!  Should that be the case?  NO!  But lately, I have failed to see the joys and concentrated on the work!  I usually do not struggle with this!  I more than not, concentrate on being content and try not to grumble!  The last couple weeks, not so much!  The worst part of that problem is, I have not been able to come to grips with why I am so impatient, uptight, and just plain miserable the past few weeks!   I don't have more to do than any other time of the year.  Yes, Christmas is upon us, but I enjoy so much, baking with the kids, passing out goodies to the neighbors and getting prepared for the special day itself.  So that is not it!  Finances?  Well, we always have to be frugal and live on a TIGHT budget, so that has not changed either!

Yesterday it came to a head!  I was cooking dinner after being in the kitchen ALL day and my 22 month old was standing at the gate with arms up in the air reaching out for me saying, "Belp mommeee, belp mommeee!  Peeeeaaassee!"   (That is not uncommon!)  What was uncommon was my tendency to want to entice him into the living room where DAD could entertain him!  I wanted to just get dinner made and move on to the next task at hand.  Happily grudgingly, I lifted him over the gate and sat him up on the counter as he patiently watched me cutting up potato's.  I then proceeded to show him how to put the sliced potato's in the baggie with seasoning.  Great help, right?  UM, not really!  I would put them in a handful at a time and be done more quickly.  A 22 month old, nope!  ONE SLICE, BY ONE SLICE, BY ONE SLICE!  So I tried to wait patiently, (but that did not last more than one or two slices!).  So I asked him in a calm impatient  voice, "Can mommy help you?" 

"NOOOOO, me DO it!"  He stated to me in a VERY clear tone!  So there I stood, for what seemed like forever!  12 minutes later, (after I did sneak in a few slices myself), the potato's were in the baggie!  Does not seem too long, I know!   (You try standing there watching somebody do something so meticulously and slow that would take YOU seconds to achieve!)  Throughout this process, sad to say,  I had to do a lot of self talking!  Did it really matter that we would eat 10 minutes later than I planned on?  Did it really matter that I would be in the kitchen a little longer than I wanted to be?  NO!  What DID matter, is my sweet little boy was feeling valuable and learning an important thing.  That he IS valuable!  Boy, did I want to shoo him out of there and hurry up!  BUT thankfully, God quietly whispered to my heart, "That is not MY way Heather!"  God wanted me to give up of myself and MY wants!  So the journey of God teaching ME a valuable lesson continued...

Later that night, my oldest son was leaving to his grandparents to go hunting the next day.  He gave me a hug and left.  I went down to the washing maching to wash the babies diapers and began weeping!  I had a tinge of helplessness and reality!  A realization of things to come!  I was crying to God telling Him that I don't want things to change!  I want to pause my life right now!  All of my kids live under the same roof!  They are all safe and my husband and I can monitor where they go!  Waaaayyy to soon, that will change!  Where did the time go when my oldest wanted to help me in the kitchen?  Where did the time go when he was standing at the kitchen gate with his arms outstretched wanting to help ME!  (Now I'm usually asking for HIS help!)  As the years have gone on, we still have a great relationship, but those sweet moments are gone!  I know that there will still be other sweet moments to share as he grows, but the years have gone by so fast!  And soon, he will be leaving to start his own life!  That is what we are raising him to do, but because of my mommy heart, it is sad for me to think of him leaving of our home!  That being said, I walked up the stairs, gave my 22 month old a hug and went to bed...

Then the phone rings!  A dear life-long friend calls.  We literally do not remember life without each other!  I think I was 2 when we met and she was 18 months!  We are hundreds of miles apart now but have continued to share with each other and keep in touch often.  She did not sound so good!  I asked if she was doing okay and she said, "No, I'm really not!"  She began to tell me of the struggles she had been going through with being a mom!  How she just felt like lately she was going to ruin her kids forever because of all the snappy answers, worrying to much about a clean house instead of letting the kids just play, and just all those mommy things!  I began to tell her of the things that had began to unfold that day with my life and what God had been speaking to me!  We cried together, laughed together and sometimes just sighed!  The only answer we could give each other is we cannot do it alone and God is the ONLY one who can help us!  Coincidence she called me?  No way!  Coincidence that I had been going through the EXACT same things in my life and heart!  Nope!  Sometimes I love to give advice and have all the answers!  And sometimes God has been gracious to impart wisdom to my heart and share wonderful things to others, but not this time! 

Why?  I think He wanted me to see that HE is the one with the answers.  He is the one to comfort me.  He is the one that is along side of me day in and day out when this job of motherhood becomes just plain hard!  I am not alone! 

Isaiah 43:1&2 ~ ...Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by your name;  you are MINE.  When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; And through the rivers, they shall not overflow you.  When you walk through the fire, you shall not be burned, Nor shall the flame scorch you...

As a mother, I have walked through many moments of fear!  I have also walked through the "rivers" of being overwhelmed!  But God has told me to not fear, and do not be overwhelmed!  I can walk through FIRE and He will uphold me and I will not be burned!  WOW!  What peace that has brought me!   He has given me these beautiful children, and yes, He is all I need to bring them up in the way that they should go!  And when they are old, they shall not depart from it!  (Proverbs 22:6) 

I am so thankful for a loving God who knows my struggles and all I have to do is call to Him and He is there!  Now, I must go and make cookies with my children!  Maybe today, the mess won't bother me as much and I will see the joy on their faces and not the flour! 

*A little sidenote ~ At lunch, the day my oldest son went hunting, he took time to call his mom, ahem...(that would be me!) just to tell me he was safe and having fun!  Oh, and I got a quick, "I love you too!" on the other end!  I WILL savor those times more too!  Before I know it, his wife will be the one he is hopefully calling at lunch but until then, I will take what I can get!  :)

Friday, December 11, 2009

Baby it's cold outside!


But it's warm inside with just my diaper!

I could not peel my kids eyes away from the windows this week! We got our first snow storm and were snowed in for 2 days! With the exception of running out of toilet paper, ( the first day, I might add!), it was a wonderful time! Baking, playing games (not uncommon in our home!), and playing in the snow! However, the idea of not having the ability to go out, was calming to me! My hubby could not even get into work! So, for a couple days, we did not think about where we had to go or what was waiting for us outside of our 4 walls! And I liked it that way! But now, it is back to running errands, buying toilet paper :) and piano lessons! And I like that too!





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Thursday, December 10, 2009

Brainwashed!

See what happens when you are almost 6 months old in house with 8 boys (well, 9 including daddy!)

However....

He does not seem to mind!




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Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Melt in your mouth recipe

Melt in the Mouth Caramels:
(Makes about 2 1/2 pounds)  You can cut it in half!

1 cup butter or margarine

1 pound brown sugar

Dash salt

1 cup light corn syrup

1 14oz can of sweetened condensed milk

1 teaspoon vanilla extract

-Melt butter in a heavy saucepan. Add brown sugar and salt. Stir until thoroughly combined. Stir in corn syrup and mix well. Gradually add milk, stirring constantly.

-Cook and stir over medium heat until candy reaches firm ball stage. 245 on candy thermometer. about 12 to 15 min.

-Remove from heat, stir in vanilla. Pour into a buttered 9 inch square pan. Cool and cut into squares.

*Recipe from a 1974 cookbook
http://oldrecipebook.com/caramels.shtml


Note:  We cut the pieces with scissors and wrapped each piece in wax paper.

Monday, December 7, 2009

You asked for it!

You asked for the recipes so here is the first one!

My  EASY recipe for my infamous English toffee!  (okay, maybe just infamous to our family!:)


ENGLISH TOFFEE CANDY


1 c. sugar

1 c. butter NO SUBSTITUTES!

2 c. finely chopped nuts (optional)

4 plain Hershey bars (I use a bag of Chocolate Chips instead of the bars!  Melts more evenly!)

Melt butter over low flame (use a heavy pot). Add sugar and stir until butter is absorbed by butter. Turn heat on high and stir constantly until mixture turns light brown  (about 300 degrees). Grease a 9x12 inch pan well, put chopped nuts, 1 cup on bottom of pan. Pour mixture over them. Place Hershey bars on top and allow them to melt. Then spread and sprinkle rest of the nuts on top. When cold, break in pieces.

Wasn't that easy!  And ohhhh so yummy!


Sunday, December 6, 2009

What are we going to do?

This week in our town, we are going to get our first taste of winter!  Snow and COLD!!!  So what are we going to do about it?  Stay inside and bake! 
Here is the list:
  • Monday- Christmas Cut-outs
  • Tuesday- English Toffee and party mix
  • Wendesday- Caramels and Divinity
  • Thursdays- Chocolate covered peanut butter Ritz  (My ABSOLUTE favorite)
  • Friday- Fudge and Puppy Chow
  • Saturday- A BREAK!  And maybe some fasting! :)
And no, we will not be eating all of that, it will be going into the freezer for Christmas Eve and Christmas Day!  However, I am sure some tasting will be going on! :)

What are you baking in your kitchen to prepare for Christmas? 

Thursday, December 3, 2009

"Tell me big brother!"


"So just how many brothers do we have?"

"I have to use more than just one hand! I know it takes lots more fingers to show you!"

"I will show you as soon as I figure it out, okay?!"



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Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Do you know who you are?

 
I KNOW WHO I AM

I am God's child (John 1:12)

I am Christ's friend (John 15:15 )

I am united with the Lord (1 Cor. 6:17)

I am bought with a price (1 Cor 6:19-20)

I am a saint (set apart for God). (Eph. 1:1)

I am a personal witness of Christ. (Acts 1:8)

I am the salt & light of the earth (Matt 5:13-14)

I am a member of the body of Christ (1 Cor 12:27)

I am free forever from condemnation ( Rom. 8: 1-2)

I am a citizen of Heaven. I am significant (Phil 3 :20)

I am free from any charge against me (Rom. 8:31 -34)

I am a minister of reconciliation for God (2 Cor 5:17-21)

I have access to God through the Holy Spirit (Eph. 2:18)

I am seated with Christ in the heavenly realms (Eph. 2:6)

I cannot be separated from the love of God (Rom 8:35-39)

I am established, anointed, sealed by God (2 Cor 1:21-22 )

I am assured all things work together for good (Rom. 8:28 )

I have been chosen and appointed to bear fruit (John 15:16 )

I may approach God with freedom and confidence (Eph. 3: 12 )

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me (Phil. 4:13 )

I am the branch of the true vine, a channel of His life (John 15: 1-5)

I am God's temple (1 Cor. 3: 16). I am complete in Christ (Col. 2: 10)

I am hidden with Christ in God (Col. 3:3).. I have been justified (Romans 5:1)

I am God's co-worker (1 Cor. 3:9; 2 Cor 6:1). I am God's workmanship (Eph. 2:10)

I am confident that the good works God has begun in me will be perfected. (Phil. 1: 5)

I have been redeemed and forgiven ( Col 1:14). I have been adopted as God's child (Eph 1:5)

I belong to God

Do you know

Who you are?



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