The miracle~

I would like to say it is not the news I had been hoping for.  My journey with this baby inside of me is over, but after reading this poem, how could I ask for more for this little one!  In my eyes, no matter what the outcome turned out to be, it will always be considered a miracle in my eyes!  And someday, I will have the honor of holding this sweet baby in my arms and not just my heart!  So for now, I will say goodbye, but not forever, just for a time!


"A BABY'S SECRET"


I'm just a little person who didn't make it there;
I went straight to be with Jesus,
but I'm waiting for you here.


Don't you fret about me, Mommy,
I'm of all God's lambs most blessed;
I'd have loved to stay there with you,


but the Shepherd knows what's best.
Many dwelling here where I live,
waited years to ent...er in;
Struggled through a world of sorrow,
and their lives were marred with sin.


So, sweet Mommy, don't you sorrow ~
Wipe those tears and chase the gloom ~
I went straight to Jesus' bosom
from my mother's womb.


Thank you for the life you gave me ~
It was brief, but don't complain...
I have all of heaven's glory...
suffered none of earthling's pain.


- by Sandi Johnson

Thank you for being there for me and all of the prayers!  I cannot tell you how much it has meant!  I am letting go of the pain day by day and know that God's plan is best!  I will walk with no fear inside knowing my Heavenly Father holds me in His hand!